My week-and-a-half

Youth conference was last weekend.
Thursday night: great pool party! hangin out with Joe Carringella, Jessie Pusey, Sue Wilcox, and Taran Perry. Extremely fun except for the lack of sunshine. there were several hilarious quotes especially when Jessie and I went driving after.
Friday: One of the most exhausting days of fun I have ever had. We did several activities throughout the day including steal the flag, dodge ball, rock climbing, geo caching, boche, and a lovely game dealing with gospel principles.  Steal the flag was fun i'm not gonna lie, but it was dangerous and bad for me. My thumb ultimately ended up sprained and I am STILL in a brace which is annoying as can be. 
At the end of the activities I walked home and lay down for about 15 minutes and then began getting ready for the evening activities.  We had dinner and then had a dance that I thought would probably be a flop, but it wasn't.
Every couple songs there was a slow dance and I was asked every time it was guys choice, (no not by one person, he happened to not be there) before the dance even started we got to learn a few swing dancing steps which was interesting.  I was paired for a little while with a guy named Jake. Later in the dance he came and asked me to dance. I looked at him and said " you already know i'm not great at partner dancing, do you have a death wish?" to which he replied "No you're good, and I don't care" OK? Dj-ing for the dance was Joe, I helped with that and had a lot of fun.
The next day we met at the temple at 8 to go do service projects. That was enjoyable and hilarious.  The boys couldn't fix a weed whacker so I helped  and they were too lazy to read the instructions to start one so that fell to me also haha. It's hilarious when the boys don't get it and are amazed that a girl can work a weed whacker. Then they broke it....
On to this week. 
Apparently communication has completely failed Not because of me that's for sure. 
Sunday: singing in church with the ward choir
Monday: absolutely nothing happened...really. oh wait i just remembered that night my parents had a meeting upstairs in our house so i went downstairs and watched a chick flick all by myself 
Tuesday: was a pretty good day really. I went shopping in the evening with my parents I was just gonna get some cheap keds knockoffs when my dad found a fun sundress he liked so we bought that too.  That night my sis and i went to walmart and bought mnm shirts Way fun!!
Wednesday was mutual and I read an entire book instead of texting. Someone would be appalled
Thursday was just lovely with reading and little chores. I did nothing
Yesterday i went to the dump, made potatoe salad and guacamole and then went to a beekeepers meeting.
Today is basically the same I feel like crap and am still fearful that i have done something but oh well.
Oh dear I must end this veery long post as my thumb is throbbing

Oh happy-ish day

afraid

I used to be afraid of the dark,
afraid of spiders,
afraid of heights.
I miss when life was that simple
Making friends was easy for me, 
I was afraid of tangible things.
Now it's very different. 
Why did it have to change?

My Dear Girl:

No naming names, but you know who you are.

My dear girl, I love you so! You have helped me be confident in who I am even when I wasn't sure what kind of person I was.  You are so spunky and you make me laugh. I wish you would tell me what you are going through because I worry to the point of anxiety about everything.  I wish you only the best. You are one of the best friends that I have ever had and I hope you know this.  Thank you for being there for me through it all.  You are  there through the stories, the great times, and even through my irrationally emotional times.  I know I don't really make sense all the time, and I don't know how anyone puts up with me but you do and I love you for it.
Dear, you are a fantastic person and I want you to know that I am extremely happy to know you.

Love d'liss

Yet again with the Birthday theme

I have just discovered (by use of facebook and my ultimate genius) that my dear friend Katie's birthday is this very day!!!! I just want to wish her a happy birthday publicly because she is such an awesome girl!!!

Birthday

yep yesterday was my birthday. altogether pretty good. but there were some really crappy parts.  I got in huge trouble for a few minutes and also I waterlogged my phone. Fail.  The lovely parts were extremely great. I got into Young Ambassadors Camp luckily and even got to go on a date.  Although I had to plan said date so my stress level was running high.  I really shouldn't play frisbee anymore, at least not with an extra large frisbee, that was almost hazardous to the health of those involved....
My phone is sitting on the counter covered in rice but luckily my mother has entrusted me with the box of cast off cell phones and I just placed my sim card in a red blackberry.  I am currently somewhat resenting the state of montana. I won't explain why because it makes me sound like a whimp and also makes me seem extremely self centered which I try not to be.
I have now decided that I must concern people because I frequently get asked the question 'are you ok?' and then end up with inquiries as to if i am lying about being ok.  It is actually quite hilarious. 
For my birthday I got a Utah state t shirt which is really very cool, a guide to speaking with a cockney accent so I can practice for my fair lady, and I also got a beautiful necklace and the most fantastic bouquet of flowers.
All in all a pretty dang good day

and by the way mini golf is not something i should do on a regular basis...


Oh happy freakin day

Life as I knew it.

To school by 6 am study hard till lunch then walk around aimlessly just enjoying company
More school till 2:15
Get a ride out of someone....generally the same person every day, making me feel like a nag
Then study and do chores for the rest of the evening....
Till all that changed.
Two days into summer and I am already desperate for companionship.  I even kidnapped people on friday night and on thursday had a party. I am so pathetic
seriously.
My birthday is coming up, I should be doing something fun about three days after when the weekend finally hits.
Hopefully the people I want to invite won't be busy.
It's always joyful in June.  My sisters birthday, then flagday and my birthday the same day, then Fathers day and my grandfathers birthday, what shall I do? and to add to it I have to get senior pictures? oh dearie.
My life has changed, hard to say for the better or worse, but I'm sure it will change again.
The joys of having bees are now very hard to see since we split two hives and I got stung several times that's a negative that I wish didn't happen, but at least I get honey in August. Tis all I have to say for now, I must go to a fireside....should be an adventure....I had to do something church related this summer or people may fear that I am going inactive (psh who would fear that, they don't even notice me) Youth conference might as well make up for my skipping camp.

Oh happy day!!

Update

Going to school this morning? Completely pointless! I drove up the drag, saw the parking lot and left immediately.  If I were to have parked I would have had to walk all the way up from the very bottom of the drag past loads of empty spaces, because I don't have a sticker, and walk into Chamber to find......nobody.
I showed up for school for a total of five seconds and gave up on that plan. 
I also discovered that if I am to go visit my mother at work today, I apparently have to stop in the front office for a visitors pass. People have been visiting the school and being disruptive.  I have never had to do this before considering the fact that I am Mrs.Jensen's daughter, but whatever. 
Nutsoid people.
In case you hadn't noticed, I added a few things. I decided that my blog was slightly boring so I added a bit of music and a fish tank. I'm not going to tell you what my mother called the fish because it wasn't appropriate but my dad says they look like tadpoles...ok
Yay for days that I have nothing to do! I will possibly go out to lunch, but that depends on outside sources and may not be possible as I am not in charge. (of course I'm never in charge but that is beside the point)

Oh happy day!