I'll have you know that I have received my acceptance letter to SUU.
I'll have you know that I have also received the Founders Scholarship to said school and have a vocal audition scheduled!.
I am so excited for life, but so afraid at the same time.
I don't know what I would do right now without my supporting family and friends. The closest people to me are the ones I push the most and I just want them to know how much I love them. They carry me through everything I have ever endeavored to do.
4 Hours away from home is gonna be different but I'm gonna cope. I will cross that bridge when I come to it. But for right now I'm going to spend my time with those I care about and have fun. It's my senior year! I might as well enjoy it and save some memories.
Oh happy day!!
Friday, December 30, 2011
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Ah Christmas, and what I got early??
So this week has been interesting...As of Wednesday I have a boyfriend who really is the sweetest. We both knew the other one liked us, but we were just best friends. By Wednesday night that changed. basically we had been saying all day all the things we liked about each other just when they came up and stuff. So I had a Chamber Choir party that night and just before the party started I told him I had to go. He said I love you in his response. I showed a dear friend of mine and she said to tell him "Courtney says that you shouldn't say that until you tell me what we are" When I got home from my party which was not actually the greatest because I had to sit through Elf putting up with people who have no common courtesy. No naming names now. BUT back on track. Scott and I got back to texting and he said (and this is an exact quote) "Are we something?..imean.... I am shaking so bad dang it.... Corlissa do you want to be something or...I am butchering this =S "
That is how this whole thing started, so on Friday we already had a date planned so this had nothing to do with us being a 'couple', but it was rather fortuitous. We went to classic skating where we held hands a lot of the time and we managed to almost get me a concussion using his shoulder. Afterward everyone decided to go offroading in Jesse's truck....this was an adventure....it also gave Scott a reason to put his arm around me and be all cute. Meanwhile Scott is getting annoyed at his brother because he is texting him about something apparently unimportant although it actually is. Scott has a 'bet' (for lack of a better term) with his mother that if he does not kiss a girl during high school he gets $100. HE DID NOT KISS ME! just so you all know. Although he did admit after that he wanted to.
So today. I spent the entire day texting Scott which is nothing new, we have been texting since he got his phone, but I was also texting his brother Kayden. Kayden decided to interrogate me about kissing Scott. (did i want to, if he did kiss me would i back out, have i been kissed before, etc) Scott actually has seen all of these texts. Kayden asked me and got me to answer the question Do you want Scott to kiss you? and he weedled permission out of me to show Scott this message...well Scott and I continued talking and then he asked me the same question and I responded with something like You already know Kayden showed you silly. But he wanted to hear it from me. I told him that yes I did, but I didn't want him to feel obligated. Scott completely lost composure. He starts freaking out. I get a text from Kayden that says YOU STOLE MY BROTHER! apparently Scott had a complete party He said he shot off to the moon haha He was on cloud nine the rest of the night and my nerves were shot from saying what I said.
Also Scott came over before the complete freak out and gave me my Christmas present which he said is to keep me warm when he isn't here to do that <3 sweet huh. It's a green fleece blanket that he tied himself today it is really warm and I don't know why I have been fixating on this with Scott, but it smells like him.
So that has been my week.
Oh Happy Day!!
(PS I have some non boy related info that wouldn't have worked in this post, I'll share it on Monday or something)
That is how this whole thing started, so on Friday we already had a date planned so this had nothing to do with us being a 'couple', but it was rather fortuitous. We went to classic skating where we held hands a lot of the time and we managed to almost get me a concussion using his shoulder. Afterward everyone decided to go offroading in Jesse's truck....this was an adventure....it also gave Scott a reason to put his arm around me and be all cute. Meanwhile Scott is getting annoyed at his brother because he is texting him about something apparently unimportant although it actually is. Scott has a 'bet' (for lack of a better term) with his mother that if he does not kiss a girl during high school he gets $100. HE DID NOT KISS ME! just so you all know. Although he did admit after that he wanted to.
So today. I spent the entire day texting Scott which is nothing new, we have been texting since he got his phone, but I was also texting his brother Kayden. Kayden decided to interrogate me about kissing Scott. (did i want to, if he did kiss me would i back out, have i been kissed before, etc) Scott actually has seen all of these texts. Kayden asked me and got me to answer the question Do you want Scott to kiss you? and he weedled permission out of me to show Scott this message...well Scott and I continued talking and then he asked me the same question and I responded with something like You already know Kayden showed you silly. But he wanted to hear it from me. I told him that yes I did, but I didn't want him to feel obligated. Scott completely lost composure. He starts freaking out. I get a text from Kayden that says YOU STOLE MY BROTHER! apparently Scott had a complete party He said he shot off to the moon haha He was on cloud nine the rest of the night and my nerves were shot from saying what I said.
Also Scott came over before the complete freak out and gave me my Christmas present which he said is to keep me warm when he isn't here to do that <3 sweet huh. It's a green fleece blanket that he tied himself today it is really warm and I don't know why I have been fixating on this with Scott, but it smells like him.
So that has been my week.
- Scott is gonna lose 100$ pretty soon because of me.
- I have a boyfriend who actually makes me happy instead of the other way around.
- And I'm more excited to go take pictures with friends next week than I am for Christmas.
- Oh and I'm going to the big New Years stake dance for the first time with Scott and Justin! :D
Oh Happy Day!!
(PS I have some non boy related info that wouldn't have worked in this post, I'll share it on Monday or something)
Saturday, December 17, 2011
I stole his jacket...
Preference was uber fun; just sos everyone knows!
Jumping forward a bit tho, that is not what this post is actually about!!
Wednesday! woot. Scott decided I was too cold to be going in the choir room because there is no heat in there, so he lent me his swim team jacket. I promise I did try to give it back twice on wednesday (when school ended, and then when we went skating that night) but he just kept giving it back. Now this jacket is extremely nice and I really like it, but I kinda feel guilty that we are now on break and I still have it... haha
On Thursday I had a complete realization that he AND Justin both like me...One problem, I feel like a jerk cuz I hang out with both of them together and I have a preference of the two.
I bet you can guess who the better off one is considering I have his jacket, and he made me a wooden CTR ring.
On Friday I sang the National Anthem for a basket ball game at the school and then I drove Scott home so he could go play World of Warcraft with his cousin and brother for three days straight. I hate World of Warcraft at this point. And he doesn't have a phone, so I'm kinda really glad I have his jacket cuz I miss him...........
We are going on another date next Friday; that is what I am anticipating right now so no worries, I have something to look forward to. :)
Think I have finally moved on and I could give NG a definite nope! :D A crush that I've really had for a couple years, but didn't realize till recently has just taken off and I'm a bit twitterpated!!
Oh Happy Day!
Jumping forward a bit tho, that is not what this post is actually about!!
Wednesday! woot. Scott decided I was too cold to be going in the choir room because there is no heat in there, so he lent me his swim team jacket. I promise I did try to give it back twice on wednesday (when school ended, and then when we went skating that night) but he just kept giving it back. Now this jacket is extremely nice and I really like it, but I kinda feel guilty that we are now on break and I still have it... haha
On Thursday I had a complete realization that he AND Justin both like me...One problem, I feel like a jerk cuz I hang out with both of them together and I have a preference of the two.
I bet you can guess who the better off one is considering I have his jacket, and he made me a wooden CTR ring.
On Friday I sang the National Anthem for a basket ball game at the school and then I drove Scott home so he could go play World of Warcraft with his cousin and brother for three days straight. I hate World of Warcraft at this point. And he doesn't have a phone, so I'm kinda really glad I have his jacket cuz I miss him...........
We are going on another date next Friday; that is what I am anticipating right now so no worries, I have something to look forward to. :)
Think I have finally moved on and I could give NG a definite nope! :D A crush that I've really had for a couple years, but didn't realize till recently has just taken off and I'm a bit twitterpated!!
Oh Happy Day!
Monday, December 12, 2011
Oh the pain.
Today has been painful. In more than one sense of the word. I didn't get to go hope between 6:20 AM and 10 PM I had choir concerts all afternoon and I am required to wear heels to pretend I'm the tallest girl in Chamber...Lame. Needless to say my feet are killing me all the way up my shins. I faceplanted off the steps backstage also, luckily over the years I have learned how to fall correctly haha.
Today was free drink day at harts....I elected to get Cherry Coke, which really isn't the best choice for memories sake but whatever. So emotional damage a bit.
I have written lyrics for the first time in a while. They are about a friend of mine and the feelings between us after he cussed me out for no reason. They are actually rather good, and since then we have fixed our friendship a bit and he even read the lyrics and knows how I feel even though I don't say it.
Dear NG decided to ask me today about a certain boy and if I still like him, I'm happy to say it wasn't an immediate yes, but I could not honestly sincerely say NO. My bad for being a failure at moving on. I'm trying to get the mindset that boys really don't matter, but that's kinda failing but oh well I'll just fake it till I make it.
Yay one more concert tomorrow. Oh the joy......
oh happy day...
Today was free drink day at harts....I elected to get Cherry Coke, which really isn't the best choice for memories sake but whatever. So emotional damage a bit.
I have written lyrics for the first time in a while. They are about a friend of mine and the feelings between us after he cussed me out for no reason. They are actually rather good, and since then we have fixed our friendship a bit and he even read the lyrics and knows how I feel even though I don't say it.
Dear NG decided to ask me today about a certain boy and if I still like him, I'm happy to say it wasn't an immediate yes, but I could not honestly sincerely say NO. My bad for being a failure at moving on. I'm trying to get the mindset that boys really don't matter, but that's kinda failing but oh well I'll just fake it till I make it.
Yay one more concert tomorrow. Oh the joy......
oh happy day...
Saturday, December 3, 2011
HAH! Done!
Finished all three Apps. Made it into My Fair Lady (as ensemble)
The Messiah Performance was last night :D I haven't been able to view the entire video due to the fact that my batteries are dying :P But when I do I will post the video. Apparently I was the only soloist to smile at the conductor or smile at all...which is new for me. I have been working on my facial expressions and apparently it's paying off cuz last night I was purely joyful.
This morning should be fun! I'm going with a couple friends to plan Preference! So excited for that. I'm going with one of my best friends which should be awesome.
I got cussed out on Monday by one of my 'best friends' he then apologized on Friday...I haven't forgiven him completely yet cuz he was out of line completely.
Overall December is turning out to be a really great month!
Oh happy day!
The Messiah Performance was last night :D I haven't been able to view the entire video due to the fact that my batteries are dying :P But when I do I will post the video. Apparently I was the only soloist to smile at the conductor or smile at all...which is new for me. I have been working on my facial expressions and apparently it's paying off cuz last night I was purely joyful.
This morning should be fun! I'm going with a couple friends to plan Preference! So excited for that. I'm going with one of my best friends which should be awesome.
I got cussed out on Monday by one of my 'best friends' he then apologized on Friday...I haven't forgiven him completely yet cuz he was out of line completely.
Overall December is turning out to be a really great month!
Oh happy day!
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