Merry Day

Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night!!!

Ah Christmas, and what I got early??

So this week has been interesting...As of Wednesday I have a boyfriend who really is the sweetest. We both knew the other one liked us, but we were just best friends. By Wednesday night that changed. basically we had been saying all day all the things we liked about each other just when they came up and stuff. So I had a Chamber Choir party that night and just before the party started I told him I had to go. He said I love you in his response. I showed a dear friend of mine and she said to tell him "Courtney says that you shouldn't say that until you tell me what we are" When I got home from my party which was not actually the greatest because I had to sit through Elf putting up with people who have no common courtesy. No naming names now. BUT back on track. Scott and I got back to texting and he said (and this is an exact quote) "Are we something?..imean.... I am shaking so bad dang it.... Corlissa do you want to be something or...I am butchering this =S  "
That is how this whole thing started, so on Friday we already had a date planned so this had nothing to do with us being a 'couple', but it was rather fortuitous. We went to classic skating where we held hands a lot of the time and we managed to almost get me a concussion using his shoulder. Afterward everyone decided to go offroading in Jesse's truck....this was an adventure....it also gave Scott a reason to put his arm around me and be all cute. Meanwhile Scott is getting annoyed at his brother because he is texting him about something apparently unimportant although it actually is. Scott has a 'bet' (for lack of a better term) with his mother that if he does not kiss a girl during high school he gets $100. HE DID NOT KISS ME! just so you all know. Although he did admit after that he wanted to. 
So today. I spent the entire day texting Scott which is nothing new, we have been texting since he got his phone, but I was also texting his brother Kayden. Kayden decided to interrogate me about kissing Scott. (did i want to, if he did kiss me would i back out, have i been kissed before, etc) Scott actually has seen all of these texts. Kayden asked me and got me to answer the question Do you want Scott to kiss you? and he weedled permission out of me to show Scott this message...well Scott and I continued talking and then he asked me the same question and I responded with something like You already know Kayden showed you silly. But he wanted to hear it from me. I told him that yes I did, but I didn't want him to feel obligated. Scott completely lost composure. He starts freaking out. I get a text from Kayden that says YOU STOLE MY BROTHER! apparently Scott had a complete party He said he shot off to the moon haha He was on cloud nine the rest of the night and my nerves were shot from saying what I said. 
Also Scott came over before the complete freak out and gave me my Christmas present which he said is to keep me warm when he isn't here to do that <3 sweet huh. It's a green fleece blanket that he tied himself today it is really warm and I don't know why I have been fixating on this with Scott, but it smells like him. 
So that has been my week. 

• Scott is gonna lose 100$ pretty soon because of me. 
• I have a boyfriend who actually makes me happy instead of the other way around. 
• And I'm more excited to go take pictures with friends next week than I am for Christmas. 
• Oh and I'm going to the big New Years stake dance for the first time with Scott and Justin! :D

Oh Happy Day!!
(PS I have some non boy related info that wouldn't have worked in this post, I'll share it on Monday or something)

I stole his jacket...

Preference was uber fun; just sos everyone knows!
Jumping forward a bit tho, that is not what this post is actually about!!
Wednesday! woot. Scott decided I was too cold to be going in the choir room because there is no heat in there, so he lent me his swim team jacket. I promise I did try to give it back twice on wednesday (when school ended, and then when we went skating that night) but he just kept giving it back. Now this jacket is extremely nice and I really like it, but I kinda feel guilty that we are now on break and I still have it... haha
On Thursday I had a complete realization that he AND Justin both like me...One problem, I feel like a jerk cuz I hang out with both of them together and I have a preference of the two.
I bet you can guess who the better off one is considering I have his jacket, and he made me a wooden CTR ring.
On Friday I sang the National Anthem for a basket ball game at the school and then I drove Scott home so he could go play World of Warcraft with his cousin and brother for three days straight. I hate World of Warcraft at this point. And he doesn't have a phone, so I'm kinda really glad I have his jacket cuz I miss him...........
We are going on another date next Friday; that is what I am anticipating right now so no worries, I have something to look forward to. :)
Think I have finally moved on and I could give NG a definite nope! :D A crush that I've really had for a couple years, but didn't realize till recently has just taken off and I'm a bit twitterpated!!

Oh Happy Day!

Oh the pain.

Today has been painful. In more than one sense of the word. I didn't get to go hope between 6:20 AM and 10 PM I had choir concerts all afternoon and I am required to wear heels to pretend I'm the tallest girl in Chamber...Lame. Needless to say my feet are killing me all the way up my shins. I faceplanted off the steps backstage also, luckily over the years I have learned how to fall correctly haha.
Today was free drink day at harts....I elected to get Cherry Coke, which really isn't the best choice for memories sake but whatever. So emotional damage a bit.
I have written lyrics for the first time in a while. They are about a friend of mine and the feelings between us after he cussed me out for no reason. They are actually rather good, and since then we have fixed our friendship a bit and he even read the lyrics and knows how I feel even though I don't say it.
Dear NG decided to ask me today about a certain boy and if I still like him, I'm happy to say it wasn't an immediate yes, but I could not honestly sincerely say NO. My bad for being a failure at moving on. I'm trying to get the mindset that boys really don't matter, but that's kinda failing but oh well I'll just fake it till I make it.
Yay one more concert tomorrow. Oh the joy......

oh happy day...

HAH! Done!

Finished all three Apps. Made it into My Fair Lady (as ensemble)
The Messiah Performance was last night :D I haven't been able to view the entire video due to the fact that my batteries are dying :P But when I do I will post the video. Apparently I was the only soloist to smile at the conductor or smile at all...which is new for me. I have been working on my facial expressions and apparently it's paying off cuz last night I was purely joyful.
This morning should be fun! I'm going with a couple friends to plan Preference! So excited for that. I'm going with one of my best friends which should be awesome.
I got cussed out on Monday by one of my 'best friends' he then apologized on Friday...I haven't forgiven him completely yet cuz he was out of line completely.
Overall December is turning out to be a really great month!
Oh happy day!

Finally!!

I am freaking back!!!!
(not that anyone realized I was gone, but still)
I get to amazingly chronicle the joys of college apps, and play auditions, and everything under the sun. Your entertainment is not mandatory but it should be a fun journey so stay tuned.
I have an audition on Monday.
I am auditioning for the musical My Fair Lady which I have wanted to be in since I was 7. Wish me luck I have to do a monologue for the first time in my life and not botch my audition!
Also coming up soon is the PGCity messiah! I auditioned for a solo again this year and got the three soprano recitatives. I have a practice with the orchestra on saturday morning and then sunday with the whole ensemble!
My father has been setting up an appointment for me to go to a recording studio! I'm so excited and I hope I can work it out! I'm pretty sure, also, that there will be a creations contest for seminary pretty soon too and I already have a rough draft of a song!! yup spiritual music and talent is always amazing.
This is what listening to Klove on 107.5 does to me! I become inspired and do my own thing!!!
Oh good. Life is moving forward.

Oh happy day!!

UUh My bad...

after stressing about end of term and exhaustion I have just returned to my blog to find myself a failure at deadlines...
I give myself deadlines and then don't keep them.
Creeper story, even though it has been over a month.
While in Cedar City I had the wonderful opportunity to watch several other chamber choirs from other schools perform.There was a lapse in performances near the end and I was standing around waiting to work with Mr. Wilcock on our pieces. So...I was over talking to some people that I had met last year from tuachan choir. While I was standing there i saw this boy turn around, make the most amazed face, and run around to the back row of chairs and stand by me. The first sentence out of his mouth was,"hey, I just wanted to join your conversation." He stood there talking to us for a minutes and then the final choir came in to sing. (this is where it gets really hilarious)
 We sat down so that we could be respectful and listen, his chair was about 3 feet away....when they started singing.
He gradually scooted closer.when I finally gave him a funny face because of it he said, "just scootin closer" creepo right.
At the point that he was basically on my lap and I was basically on Adam (Hall)'s. Christian (Hein) leaned over to me and said,"i'm not sure if he's flirting with adam or you..." he then instructed me to lay my hand on my lap like I wanted him to hold it...uh yeah didn't do that. for ovbvious reasons...
Adam at that moment was demonstrating what Christian wanted me to do and Christian decided that it would be a better idea for me to hold Adams hand. I actually ended up going along with that plan cuz it wasn't totally out of my comfort zone because if any of you know these two boys they are both really charming and silly. So I held hands with Adam.... Tuachan kid then became extremely awkward and bounced his leg and cleared his throat but did not move! Oy crazazies.
The rest of the weekend I jokingly freaked out whenever we saw Tuacahn students.
At the awards ceremony I figured out where Tuacahn was sitting. I personally was sitting up in the very top of the arena and had my freaking bright red hair highlighted by the white washed wall behind me. Every single time that Pleasant Grove won something Creeper dude stood up and stared right at me and clapped...awkwarder! AAAAAAAh Oh the freakiness of people. I now have a problem with guys with long hair who flip it out of their faces and have fingernails longer than mine :P YUCK.
A friend not long after told me that I was a stud finder and I decided I was more of an awkward-teenage-boy-with-creeper-tenancies Magnet.