On a Day Like Today.

Basically on a day like today I would like to just snuggle down in my bed with a book. I had to make do with the car but the book I was reading was not helping. I shall explain.
Today I realized, finally, that my dear PT Cruiser is gone. It isn't so much that it is gone that makes me immeasurably sad but the memories that I miss.

• Being hit with a spoon because someone decided throwing his pudding cup top out the window was a good idea
• my car being called the "blue zit" which I shall take as a term of endearment.
• running everywhere in that car cuz it was easier to handle.
• parking cllleeeaaar down the walmart parking lot and getting guff for it
• dropping my phone in the cup holder which was full of water and still having the best birthday of my life.
• squiggly driving with my sister cuz that's what we did
• Kissing in the headlights.
• etc.

I took for granted all those fun things til I had those memories hit me today.
The reason the book I was reading was making life harder is cuz I happened to be reading "Charlie St.Cloud" I was told months ago to see the movie but haven't yet. Borders was having a sale so I bought the book and use a picture of the person whose favorite movie it is as a bookmark. (that probably sounds weird)
He doesn't know I'm reading it. He would probably freak out because I'm READING it haha
But sadly he doesn't really have a say in what I do till he actually says something

On a day like today I cried.

oh happy day