that's it.

I had a wonderful saturday. and friday for that matter...why did my body have to ruin this weekend by making me sick? Why can't I just calm down? I'm pretty sure I made myself sick :(
I give up. That's it. I'm pretty sure I shouldn't be sick just cuz of my inner turmoil. Who came up with this? I guess I shouldn't complain cuz it really is my fault, but I don't want to me sick and I'm just frustrated. BLAH!!
Oh dear how I wish I were calmer haha
well night.
Oh happy day.